Going away for a bit again

[RAMChYLD]

Well, apparently, my attempt at hiding my hurt has caused another commotion.

I've came to decide that I need some time out. So I will be away from the forum again, maybe a week, maybe a month, I don't know. Right now all I know is that I'm actually feeling very confused (I found a song, that when listened to on repeat, makes me feel apathetic about everything. But apparently I'm pissing people off left and right when I make a post about topics that bother me while listening to the song). I think I need time to readjust.

So until then, this will be my last post to the forums. And in case I sound apathetic again, yes, I'm listening to the song on repeat while typing this- I think it's a better option than typing this while crying.

RAM out.

[huckleberrypie]

As what I mentioned on the chat, if that serves you well, and if you think taking a break will give you some peace and closure, I approve of it.

[cpd2009]

Well, I didn't mean for you to go away for a while. I was upset, but I wasn't flaming angry either. I just got a bit too emotional, that's all. Perhaps I should have kept my rant to myself. This is why I worry about saying the wrong things here.

But, I guess I can't coax you to reconsider, so I will have to wait until you return. I would like to resolve our differences when that happens, and I outlined that over in the Spam Thread.

Take all the time you need. I'll be waiting.

[huckleberrypie]

Big hugs to both of you guys. Sorry if it ended up like this.

Such drama is normal for a community like this, but of course it hurts to see us whine and bicker at each other due to whatever differences we have. I just hope that this would settle down eventually and you two would have a 'swell time together like in the old days.

[cpd2009]

Big hugs to both of you guys. Sorry if it ended up like this.

Such drama is normal for a community like this, but of course it hurts to see us whine and bicker at each other due to whatever differences we have. I just hope that this would settle down eventually and you two would have a 'swell time together like in the old days.

Me too.

Thanks for the hugs!

[huckleberrypie]

Big hugs to both of you guys. Sorry if it ended up like this.

Such drama is normal for a community like this, but of course it hurts to see us whine and bicker at each other due to whatever differences we have. I just hope that this would settle down eventually and you two would have a 'swell time together like in the old days.

Me too.

Thanks for the hugs!

You're welcome! And don't worry dudes, We're always here for you through thick and thin, that's for sure.

[RAMChYLD]

No, things didn't get better within the two months I was away. In fact, it went off the deep end.

I'm so over SSC now tho. But I am still looking for an Arthur substitute, and am still unstable. Bear with me.